It has been about a month since my last blog post but I am going to try to keep up with it every day. I have been trying to stay sober because alcohol has caused me nothing but problems in my life. Sure a night out is fun but it has caused a lot of problems too and I think the problems outweigh the good. I want to be HAPPY without drinking. I want to feel comfortable at a party or at a restaraunt or at my soon to be in laws house without having to drink. I want to be even keeled and not up and down.
I also have continued to try to lose weight and it has been going alright. I am at 180lbs. My fiance and I have been eating healthier, she wants to lose weight for the wedding I want to lose weight for my knees and my future so I can run around with our children if we ever have any. I also want to lose weight for our honeymoon which will hopefully be in Hawaii! I want to surf and relax and be in the best shape of my life.
